I'm in love with the voice of a guy I've never seen
... and I hate it.
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He's a streamer with an avatar on Twitch.
It low-key bothers me that I can't not be affected by his voice and accent because he's technically a friend, and he's way younger.
(Note: he's 20+, but still too boyish for me age-wise)
In any case, I've been listening to his VODs/clips for the past week. His game streams are soothing as background sound.
Too soothing. Hmm.
Why can't I just hyperfixate on normal things?
Am I just lonely? Hmm.